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Saturday, April 21, 2007
it hurts to read that kind of an entry.
u noe how hard and how much time we ve put in to try to make it possible. even u urself have put in so much time. i wonder if u ve ever wondered abt the amount of time u ve put in. why would anyone wan to waste their study time and do sumtin dey dun lyk. i realise ppl just come because dey have to. dey nid to. dey are forced to. why are our efforts being seen as being egoistic. i tink ppl must understand. dat in JC we are only given that much of time to prepare. and even lesser time for 2nd intake ppl. so it is definitely more intense then way back in secondary. when there are more people. more time. so it is actly quite reasonable to demand more at faster speed. and when we are angry. we do not mean dat we look down on someone. and see him or her as a 'loser' ( as quoted from a particular entry). we are very concerned about the outcome. i tink it is natural to get easily irritated when u are anxious. dun tell me u dun get irritated easily when u carn memorise all bio stuff before promos. it s just the same feeling. i noe people have diff standards. and i understand it. perhaps u were of better standards way back in sec skl. but not practisin is another matter. even if u r a genius. not revising would NOT bring you anywhere. u have to accept that you arent better than before. but rather worse. you have to accept what people have to say of you and try to improve on it. I AM NOT TARGETTING ON ANYONE. many people are like that. when we tell you time and again that you HAVE to create dynamics or expressions at a particular bar. you have to. and when we repeat this for dun noe how many fwiggin times. doesnt it mean that it is very seriously crucial. if u tell me dat u cannot do it. it is beyond ur technical abilities. i can understand. but dun tell me U LAST TIME SAY BEFORE I DO ALRDY LIAO DUN NID TO CHANGE LIAO. dis is a very hurting statement. and it seems to tell me dat i m so dumb. so dumb. it is like. u r telling me that i m doin sumtin stoopid and nobody cares. i tink people shld not indulge in the thought that they are veh pro or wat. the shld try to accept people s comments and try to improve. listen. understand. i dun noe how to teach dis bunch of people. we dun noe how to teach dis kind of people. why not we just forget abt the whole thing. |
